Saturday, October 29, 2016

Letter to bestfriend

A post dedicated truly for one of the person that give meaning to my life, and I am not saying this person is the only one it just we sometimes got to admit one person can really play an important part in us. for this moment- and since I get close to her.

To my best friend,


First of all, thank you for becoming a friend. I guess I am very lucky to have you as a friend, and moreover to be accepted into your circle of best friend.

Thank you for letting our friendship be known to others.. There is nothing I value more than my relationship with you, and it seems that everyone knows that.
Thank you for sticking by my side, even if we don't see each other as much as we did before, and for never forgetting about me. I appreciate that more than you could ever know.
Thank you for listening to bad news that I was not supposed to share with anyone, but I still shared with you. Thank you for letting me in your life by making me knows the news about you, all the good and the bad, all things that we didn't really share with other but we share with each other. Thank you for giving me consultation, for making me thinks rationally when I am about to give up. Thank you for understanding that sometimes things are warped in my head, but that I will soon realize how crazy I sound after we have finish our debate.
Thank you for letting me feel like part of your family. I really feels like I'm home when I am at your house, greeted by your mother with a hug, that is just so soothing. 


and...
we argue a lot didn't we? all those I hate you and then I love you back moment.
sometimes we argue on things that is so unnecessary, it sucks when I lost moreover when it is about a very small things but I do appreciate all of the arguments because at the end of the day, we talk about it and did not keep quiet on it . Those fights we had making us become closer and make me realize just how much I cherish you.Thank you for fighting with me like a sister or - a mother- . (very childish and very stupid) its how I act sometimes(maybe more) forgetting how blessed I am to be having you as a best friend. Thank you for coping with me all these times. 

Thank you for making fun of me, to add up on the fools that I gave myself. Knowing I'll have you on my back about it for a little while, just makes me realize that I gave you something to laugh about. But then again, Thank you for stopping me humiliating myself more by saying that I deserve more than that, to make me believe that I do have something in myself. 
Thank you for being my person. my confidante. There is no one on this Earth I connect with more than you, and I will love you as my best friend forever. For all the memories that we shared together, for the memories that we did not share together but for letting me know about it. Thank you. 

most of all, Thank you for always telling me the truth even when its hard to accept. Not to lies and not to cover anything. please don't stop telling me the truth, even when I'm denying it because you do know I need to know about it. 

There is more, but I think I will stop here first. 

and uh, one more thing
-always remember that you are beautiful in every way you display yourself..inside and out-

Thank you,
Zuu
circa early 2016- Dungun